this mornin i got into a screaming match with my mother in law she wa mad because we need her to give us rides alot because we dont have a car and i was pissed because im already feeliong like crap with out a job or money and even needing this kind of help and she is telling me how im a loser cause i am on methadone and dont work i couldnt take it any more and i started arguing with her my wife said i should have kept my mouth shut cause her mom was helping us i understand that but its reallly hard i dont think people have the right to talk to me like shit because i need thier help i overcame a vicious drug addiction i ahve slipped but nothing is perfect but god i am motivated to make a life for my wife amy "my angel" our son xavier and our new one on he way i am at my wits end FOR REAL drastic times call for drastic measures i dont know what to do i cant go on like this we are constantly struggling and at someone elses mercy i have had my whole life taken away due to drugs i wa ALWAYS AT SOMEONE ELSES MERCY now im clean there is NO reason i should have to live like this someone please help give me one shot!!